1st monthsary

It's been such a long time that I actually celebrated a monthsary together with someone. First monthsary with Keven, exactly a week before I flew here to UK. Went back to KL on the same day from JB and just in time to have dinner with him. Made a card and a CD filled with my favourite soundtracks for him and he brought me to Porto Romano for dinner.

Dress from Zara donned with my favourite charm bracelet from Thomas Sabo

My love

Cheese platter that we didn't really enjoy :X

My lamb shank

His chicken breast

We've same taste for food and I actually wanted to order this chicken breast but I let him order it though he persuaded me to order it while he ordered something else. But knowing he loves chicken breast and don't fancy other meat much, I gave in to him. :)

Being suckers fore dessert, how can we not cleanse our palate with something sweet? Forgot what this was called but it was some frozen ice cream-like dessert with espresso drizzles. Yummyyyyy :B

Missing this silly jealous guy :(

Tonight I've been thinking a lot, sometimes I speak my mind without considering his feelings but he has never raised his voice at me before. I can be real petty just so he can coax me but I am never good at coaxing cause of my ego. Being 9000 or 6000+ miles away from him ain't easy and I don't know when's the next time I would see him.

Skype and whatsapp's our only communication portal and we've to deal with time differences. Been skyping with him while walking or when in the bus, while grocery shopping, in the midst of cooking, just so that I can hear his voice. Compromising to his busy schedule cause he has to work and I know once I don't put in effort to maintain communication, this thing between us will die. He actually woke up at 6am when it was around 11pm at my side just to check on me when I went drinking so that I'm sober and not cheating on him lololol.

 On cold weathers like these, I wish you were here to keep me warm cause the heater's not warm enough for me. And the minute I step out of buildings, I'd be shivering. 

Sometimes just looking at each other on that tiny screen brings tears to my eyes. Or the thought of him having to eat dinner alone or an unplanned weekend breaks my heart. Praying hard that we'll make this through and that he'll come visit me soon.

I know I haven't done much for you, especially cooking a proper meal for you. Pains me to have you bring that up and I can't fulfill your request right now. 

Give me time, I'm trying to be the best you ever have.