Exactly a month and a day away from turning 20, the big two-O. For those who have gotten past this, I'm sure you've been through that moment when you're in the final days of your teenage hood, rambling and complaining of how you don't wanna turn into an adult. For me, it isn't a big hoo-haa. Just that it's a sign that tells you you've to be more mature now.
I think I've been pretty childish with melodramatic Twitter updates and sometimes in my rant area here. I can't help it, I need to express myself or else I'd go kabooooom. Sometimes there's stories you can't exactly tell them to your close friends or loved ones and hence, the rants.
Numbness is slowly overpowering me. Things that make me feel sad no longer comes piercing through, more of like an ant bite and then I deal with it by sleeping it away or having a nice meal. Or maybe it's because I always do not put on high hopes as disappointment is highly proportional to the hopes you put on.
I guess it's time to grow up and start acting like how an adult would behave. But then again, adults make mistakes too. And most of the time their mistakes bring huger consequences. :/
Contradicting much? I guess the only way is to balance your head and heart. :)
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