Adapted from Tumblr and I find it so freaking true. I look back the days of high school and college, and I realised I changed drastically. Looks, dressing, mindset, attitude, till I terrify myself. I have no idea whether it's for the better or worse. Sometimes I'd ponder on things I've done and a swarm of regret would fill on me. Doing things that isn't who I truly am. But yet, we only live once, we should experience things we never did and not just stay on the safe side.
Contradicting myself time and time again. Oh well. People surrounding me are getting attached. From high school mates to college peeps and I'm still forever alone. I have no one to blame but myself. Too picky and choosy. Blew chances that came by and pushed away people that came to me. Most of them were caused by lack of sparks. How could I accept people that I can't strike up a conversation with without effort?
Oh yeah, there were people that I had feelings for, times where I was truly happy being with them. But somehow, things cropped up and it didn't work out. :( Well at least I have a bunch of bosom buddies and a wonderful family that I can spend time with. Just missing out on that special someone. I believe he'll pop up someday and I'll definitely love and treasure him to bits. :)
Right now, down with the flu and am on the verge of falling sick while I have tons to study for my finals in 2 weeks. Missing home out of a sudden where I'd be fed with medicine and ushered off to bed. :( Back to the books. Goodnight!
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