Two straws

They say you never try, you never know. And its perfectly true. 5 months; I tried and gave it my best shot. The amount of things I would do, the things I would sacrifice for, the essence of time, the unintended tears and emotional hurt by the things you'd do.

I don't know why but I do remember when. You were never my intended if you'd ask me back then, but somehow it became so. I knew back then there would be no outcome, but still I don't know what made me held on for so long.

It took me a lot of courage that I finally mustered up to blurt it out. Though I knew what was going to happen, I never regretted my actions till now. Getting that big load off my chest was the boldest thing I've ever done till today.

Thank you for all the times. Especially the one day trip. I know I'm a little kid to you, for my childish acts most of the time. You brought out the best in me that I've never seen. I still hope that you'd turn to me in the event of anything you'd like to share because I'll always be here.

I don't know whether you'd read this but this is for you. I still hope we'd remain as the bestest friends and there'd be no restrictions or awarkdness between us. I really want us to remain like what we are now and no awarkdness exists.

You still are a mysterious person to me for I have no clue what's going on at the back of your mind and what your past has been like. You're an asshole who calls me the worse names that you should never call a girl for, you know? But you never fail to crack me up.

I'm moving on don't worry.

Thank you mofo. :')