I gave everything up before I came up to Kl, not saying that anything happened though. This one, I held on for 18 months. Fine, I knew it was going nowhere, hence I let it fade away plus the fact that SPM was my major concern.
6 months passed and now you slowly come back into my life again. If you tell me you have no intentions of being more than a friend then why the continuous thread of messages? You may say I think too much, fine. Then why me, of all people?
I can't wait to see what you want now. Perhaps its just all in my mind. Well, we'll see in a week from now. I don't think you'd want this. The distance. The main major factor. Though every time I see pictures of you, I die a little.
Why, oh why? Why can't I concentrate studying my course in peace? My mother certainly wouldn't want all these for me. Just give me one serious one and that's enough for me. Please, no player of the slayer for me. I'm no player yo.
If you want it to be serious then prove it.
sometimes they disappear intentionally/unintentionally, but i know for sure that when they come back its for what they missed out when they left. that i can tell you as a fact.
ReplyDeletebut you need to decide for yourself what you want out of it this time. coz if they leave for the second time, they are not likely to come back. you have to decide what you want before you expect anything from the other party.
distance is a main factor. all it takes is love and patience and trust. with all that, i can assure it that it will last. at the same time, it takes 2 hands to clap. so if one is expecting more of the other but not giving the same, it will get very tiring and disappointing. but when it lasts and you're both happy, you will be really happy and you knwo that you both will be able to go through anything that comes your way...
i know i've never commented on your blog but i think you need it ;) hang in there. everything will be ok =) hugs!