"Oooooohh Woooohh,Give me freedom, give me fire"

Few weeks past has been hectic, I'd find myself tearing for no reason. Emo? Whatever. Assignment marathon like mad, finally handed in BCP, Econs and English essay. Getting a few days break before starting on group assignments and then mug for finals. Been missing home pretty much, can't wait to go home soon.


Talking about Jb, for those who don't know, I come from a Convent school filled with girls, I only see boys in tuition and I rarely talk to them. Half of the time, our conversation in class would be about gossip, dramas, who has studied what, competing who did the most studying already, Korean stuff and etc. Otherwise, we'd be slogging our guts out trying to complete our endless homework + tuition homework + club stuff.


Okay my point is, no one around me talks about cars and football. Bro knows nothing, only obsessed with Lady Gaga, dad is half the time working and when he sees me, he expects me to be studying. I come to Kl where half of the people I interact with are guys or girls from co-ed schools and they talk about football, cars, and whatnots. I'd go blank and probably get laughed and jeered at for not knowing Michael Ballack's from the Germany team, getting Lexus and Mazda's logo mixed up, not knowing how a Nissan GTR looks like, what's the definition of a supercar and etc. I barely have time in the weekdays. Preoccupied with school then endless tuition, doing a little homework before crashing onto the bed during weekdays. For my weekends, be thankful I get to check Facebook/Twitter before getting hauled upstairs to study. I don't even have time for American Idol.

And now, I'd be checking out cars, and gonna watch World Cup with the fanatics (GERMANY FTW!) though I must admit I never watched a match in my entire life. And the official World Cup's song is stuck in my head. No, not Waka Waka. I'd constantly get Joao to tell me the most good looking football players. Like this.




And I'm no longer a member of Sky Adventure Club. I decided to quit after much consideration for a rather long period of time. I find myself not hyped up and I don't look forward to every meeting. I don't know what made me held on so long there, probably the people there. Nevertheless, I must admit I had loadsa fun for the past 4 months. Going for Adventurace, dinner together after every meeting, having training together and etc. Compared to Interact last time, I never fail to look forward to their meetings. And my attendance was always full. Commitments.

You know when you'd become a confidante towards many parties yet you can't tell them anything what the other party said, that kind of feeling? It sucks max. You've gotta be careful with each and every word you say and the things you do. One word slips out, then GG. And then you find yourself being trustworthy yet you get sabo-ed by other people. Wtf? So sick of all these drama right now. Drama mama max.


Ciaoo

Because I can never do it